I am Tired

I am tired. I am tired of grieving and watching other people grieving. I am tired of funeral parlors. I am tired of hospitals and suffering. I am tired of tragic news stories and missing persons. I am tired of death bed vigils and terminal diagnoses.I am tired of troublesome dreams and juggling worry. I am tired of political tension and separating countries. I am tired of discontent royals and opinionated misunderstanding. I am just plain tired.Lists must be made to provide clarity and spark optimism but I am tired of making lists.This day I am just plain tired and that is perfectly all right. Somehow this fatigue will lift and I will rally. But right now I have no plan to do that. My only plan is to just breathe and accept the gift of this day.